It seems that time of year has come again where everyone becomes enslaved by the winter blues. i miss the positivity i felt at the beginning of term, just as i miss being surrounded by people who enforced it, or were in the frame of mind to lend a helping hand when any kind of doubt hit.  i think in these times of general doom and gloom, it becomes easier to see who really pulls through for you, keeps you ticking. it can become so easy to feel lost within the shroud of  depression which comes right about now, so at this time, i intend to involve myself with as many projects, adventures etc as possible. no one likes a fun sponge. and Christmas is on it's merry way, or will be soon. so chin up everybody.please.