The time has come for all the fun and games to subside slightly as a new semester begins.  i wish i could find the perfect balance - sometimes at uni i have out-of-control fun, (see above.) and sometimes, i feel ever-so-lonely. (see me right now)  i'm looking forward to finding a happy medium and discovering where i feel just right.  if that ever happens. sometimes up and downs are fun. and you probably can't have the highs without the lows. so. that's that really. i'll just be a middle man for a while longer.