Retrospectively.

I am an idiot. i wish i had never done a lot of things, like obssess and therefore ruin things for other people. at the time it seemed like a great idea .end of really. however now i shall obssess over how to make up for being so idiotic and send imaginary parcels and pretend messages to anyone who i have been an idiot too. if only i had the cash to send real ones. or the nerve. yeesh. oh good obssessing again.

oh and..what shall i do next? anyone who is up for a good old chat about what i really want to do/where i want to go, i'd appreciate it greatly. ta.