Getting ready to go.
As I write this, (and for the majority of the time it took me to pack those 2 bags) I am expelling large amounts of air by way of a sigh. happy? sad? god knows. indifferent probably. I'm glad to have people that will visit me.
...it seems they were all cheated of some marvellous experience which is not going to go wasted on me which is why i'm telling you about it (frank o'hara)